Sorry I haven't blogged today, I'm still in recovery from this damn back. The steroids have helped a little but when I look at my body it leans to one side. I look hot. I wish I could take a picture to show you how my abs push over to one side. It's ridiculous. Hopefully after another day of steroid treatment I will be better and my body will automatically shape shift itself back into place!
I finally slept last night though which was good, only to be awoken by Parker at 5:30. Great.
I have my first official weigh in on Thursday and I don't even want to go. I know I didn't lose anything because of my back and because I'm on the steroids I probably gained weight :( This is not how I wanted my first weigh in to go. I wanted to run out of there screaming "Yes, 10 lbs!" Ugh...that will have to be my goal for the second week now provided I can work out hard!
I just feel bad for my partner because I don't know her at all and she's depending on me. I hope she understands! Ugh.
Other than that, not much else going on. I start grad school officially on Monday but we have to do some orientation and prework this week such as introductions to the class via a webcam. Online classes are going to take some getting used to and you most definitely have to be on your game since you don't physically attend a class. I'm really hoping to graduate with honors in 1.5 years and I'm looking forward to achieving that goal!
Hope you are all having a wonderful Tuesday!
Love,
Courtney
I'm so sorry you've gotten such a rocky start. And through no fault of your own! Having someone else counting on you I'm sure adds stress in your situation rather than incentive. Praying for you!
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